Time To Move

Well, I spent the full day yesterday laying in bed and trying to let the muscles relax and rest. Now it is time to get up and I am so not looking forward to it, especially with it being a little chilly out. It seems that "this" is stealing a little mobility each year. Over 5 years now walking with a cane... It makes me wonder where I will be in another 5 years. Scooter? Of course I would cope, I would have to. I have been blessed with a odd sence of humor and way of thinking about things. I can see me shopping for bumper stickers, and flame decals for the scooter. Anything to get past it... I have two kids and a wife that count on me to be a part of this family. I won't lie, I forget that a lot. I don't want it to be all about me. I downplay my illness because I have dreams and thoughts (blame tv maybe) and I see my kids getting robbed of a childhood because I am focused on the wrong things that make life... Life. I can't wait for our kids to get into sports, which is quite odd in itself due to I know nothing about sports. I think it would be awesome though because we would all learn together. I can see it now, we are all gathered around the kitchen table entering various search terms into the field of YouTube to see how to throw a fastball or the right way to hold a bat. THOSE are the real events that bring families together, I think. Not always knowing the answers to your kids questions but to have the willingness to find out and learn together.

Sorry, I know this is supposed to be a pain journal but I get on the topic of my family and I run with it. I quess that's a good thing. Well... As much as I hate to, I am now dressed and about to walk out the door. Beings it's been a few days since I have posted anything, I will post more tonight detailing my outing today. Ok, off to the grand parents!