Mark H. Ryan's Pain Journal

Well, it turns out that I will be needing surgery on both shoulders. I have 2 torn rotator cuffs. The left is way worse than the right. This is going to be quite an ordeal because I use my right arm with a Canadian crutch. There will be no way to walk around if I put my right arm in a sling. Kinda freaking out. I also have never had surgery before. I will have to figure something out, I will have to. Surgery isn't scheduled yet, waiting for referrals. More to come later...

Lately my right let has been going so fast as I am sitting still. It started not too long ago. Its like I cant turn it off like someone that is very antsy. Don't know what that is all about. I have a doctors apt tomorrow to go over my neck and shoulders MRI. They told me with x-rays that my neck has severe arthritis. I will post more tomorrow once I find out more. Till then...